~tired~have a good kor kor ~

EXAM....~ haixx~
stressful..wat's wrong wif you all?
why alwayz take me as a rubbish...did you think about my feeling?
juz simply said my bad words?
i really cannot tahan edi...
from form1 started , i tryin not to scold you all, not to angry wif you all, not to hate you all...
but till the end wat i get?
a tired feelin?
scary feelin?
told all my stiry to my cousin....(er jie)
she said dont think to much...
our wolrd wont be fair.... dont have "fair" dis word...
haixxx~ ya ...i think so...
i dont hav any "an quan gan" ...hu can giv me...
and my cousin said....frenz wont b forever....
and if you take her as a best frenz....more best or wateva....she also will said your bad word...
ya...i thk dis is true...i belive ...n i really tired n tired....stress~
hu noe wat im thinkin about ?
not you ryte?
n no 1....
me alone....haixx~~
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my kor kor said i got alot of "fan nao" ...
he take me very very good...althost he look lik a father keep tellin me the ryte way....
i feel tat very annoying....but i noe.....he juz wan me b good...
i feel tat...i got alot of kor kor....
but i juz take him as a brother oni....
others....haixx~
not really take them as my brother...
kor kor....thx very much....dis word i wanna tell you for along time...
you reli treat me very good...i will take as a brother forever...
"YOU'R THE BEST KOR KOR I HAVEN HAD..."
i hope tat i can see you again...when we going to meet?
waittin for you...kor kor...n de oni my kor kor...^^

~tat's him~

Eatin...... but cant see his face~
sittin beside me...x)
















wat he lookin at? x)

~happie~

happie....x)
ytd my dar come n find me...yeahhh~~
he keep bully me...T-T
but very sweet miss him much much~

For vanny~

vanny~~ i dint scold you...
im not tat bad okie? hmmm~~ juz wanna let you noe i reli dint done anything to her...
she keep bluffin me ,cant she bluff you all?
m i ryte?
she "bu shuang" me....sure will take something n tell you all my bad things 1 ryte?
i reli done nothing wat for i ned do bad things to you all...
take you all as my best frenz but you all take me as a rubbish....haixx~
fair to me?
think nicely...
i will b gud to every1 ,you scold me or bite me wtv...i wont angry you all...n wont hate you all...
i will take it for nothing but plz dont make me reli reli very very angry tat time...i dunno i will say wat edi....
i also a human , will get angry too...
but not so fast as you all....=.=

~18/5~
~writen by yifung~

~School~

Dint go skul for 4 days...wow...
izit too long for me? ya...i think so..
hmmmm~
my fever still at 40+ ...haixx~ very stress...
still ned study for my coming exam... why muz dis time get sick? haixx~

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

from now on everything is okie...
done already....but the last thing is ................................................. skul...!! haixx~
everybody now very belive about her...so i wont said anything juz let dem wat dey thinkin about .... reli too stress , let dem talk about me ba....T-T
mayb after exam i reli wanna transfer to another skul.... wont b TAMAN SEA, DU, or BU or wateva...
mayb will go private skul...i hope everybody will b okie...
AND i hope she wont find my bf or scold him....he did nothing ... stop calling him....
now you happie you couple back wif her already ryte? -.-
n i reli wish you two will happie alwiz dont thk to much...
wateva you two scold me or hu....i will take it for nth ....
I DONT WAN YOUR WHO SCOLD MY MUM DONT HAVE CB...!!
if my mother dont have den yr mama also dont have!! dis is you force me said tat de...
i wont b so rode scold my frenz not look lik some1....
juz keep qiuet....but ytd i reli cannot takan edi...
sry wat i scold you....
dis is de 1st time in dis year scold someone....
n it will b last time...i said tat... caz i reli very tire scoldin someone or hate some1...
dont you thk about it?
i m not tat kind look lik you....reli....dis is the truth...n stop sayin me kao jia chun....
i hav a boyfrenz n will wif him very long time...
he reli treat me very good ,i cant take it for nothing....
till THE END....

i still b a good person, you bliv dont blive wtv you think....
"i wish you two stay long forever~~"

~18/5~
~writen by yifung~

dont wan~

i dont wan care about you two things edi....
i feel tired...
wateva you all said ba....i nth to explain anymore........T_T
having a sick now...
you two still wan me die izit?

Sundayy

today ...........
feel sad when is morning~
something happen again~haixxx~
i lazy to thk abt her things now...i hope everything is okie... n i told tat after holiday she wont see me again....i juz said mayb....T-T
haixx~
feel so disappointed to her..
i did nothing wat for she wanna ask her cousin bf come n scold me?
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and she told everynody about my secret...wat should i do?
i keep her secret n she doenst keep my secret..izit fair to me?
n everybody is trying to help her, started hate me....wat i done to her...
she told them i taken her lover..... sweat!!!
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later going my cousin hse....dunno her grandma cook wat leh?
mayb mee hun? sandwich? woww...
hahaha....so "tam chia" ryte?
nth la...reli very hungry now...from ytd morning until now...i juz ate a bread oni...
i stomach keep calling me makan edi....
feel painful...i having gastric? ya... =.=
i will enjoyin today lunch n my dinner........ ^^
i will forget wat i m thkin at....

ENJOY~

~17/5~
~writen by yifung~

~having sick~

having sick now..
feel very sleepy but still ned write something in my blog...
juz now when to clinic n see doctor...
doctor said tat i having a high fever n more....
haixx~~
i guna ma bok looo...x)
hahhahaha~~
but i hope all my frenz will happie alwiz...
caz i guna transfer skul.... not sure yet....but i will let my mum say can!!
i hope tat... i will miss all my frenz hu take me as a frenz...
not some1 hu take me as a rubbish...
tire.....
sleep now~~

~16/5~
~writen by yifung~

Tuition~

today i havin a tuition....maths n bahasa melayu...
when i wake up early morning, i feel my head very heavy....wats wrong with me? ytd i ate panadol,but today still cant get gud back....T-T
sleepy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i smsing wif my bf , n talking phone wif him....i very happie i got a best bf i hvn hav it...
x)
15 mins~~
20 mins~~
25 mins~~
30 mins~~
35 mins~~
40 mins~~
i told him tat very tired....den he ask me go slp a while...^^
yeahh~~

2 pm ,i when to tuition (maths), den me ,huai teang and chi wei n my bf when out...we go ebooks for photostatin~ chi wei n huai teang walk together leaave me n my bf...
he stand very close to me....(malu) ....lol~
we reach my tuition centre, i chg phone wif my bf...
my phone spoil,he help me take to de shop to repear...T-T
MY PHONE~~T-T
missing my phone so much~ i hope my phone can get well soon~==
some1 told me alot of "her" things...
i feel sad n i cried.........

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wat should i do? giv up our friendship or said sry to you?
but i did not do anything wrong ryte?

till the end , i thk about it a long time ....
i guna transfer skul...T-T
mayb dis way you will very happie... i hope you can happie alwiz....
wtv you done to me....i will take it for nothing.....
your cousin bf came n sms me scold me....
said wat :
i heard from my gf say ur brother or br or hu eva warning my gf n her kai mui hui qi ask dem dun walk out from skul izit now?if they walk out ur bro or bf watever wana whack dem? make sure you tell your brother or bf stop it....if not u will see....!!

dis is wat her cousin bf said to me...wat did i do?
i dunno wat he talking abt? you got thk abt my feel anot? if 1 day you same as me ,meet dis kind of problem wat do you do? i feel sad for you....T-T

~16/5~
~writen by yifung~

~feel sad to you~

today i when to skul in de early morning....
caz i promise huai teang n yin yie wanna teach them maths...
but till the end hui qi said she cant ....so we juz lik nth to said abt her...
wan can we do?
when hui qi came to skul...she said she can go wif us...
when last night she ask me to bring phone to skul...
den when we reach kfc....she take my phone n see... n see my msg!!! .................................my msg is my privatcy...why she wanna go n see..?!?
n she saw something abt jia chun ....my bro... i sms wif himm...
so she lik very unhappie....wat can i do?
she saw 1 msg from my inbox : bro said tat he lik me....(it juz a joke)
but she thk tat its real...
so hui qi throw my phone.....cry n sad....n i scold bad words to her....i hate her when she throw my phone...
if she scold me i nth to said...caz i reli din do anything...wat for i wanna kao my bro? i hav a bf now...still ned another guy for wat?
thk positive okie?i tryin to help you but you thk tat i killin you....T-T
okie...from now i started said i wat i wan...
i sms wif bro....so wat?
den last time you sms wif i lik de ppl ,did i said anything..?did i scold you or wat?
now i sms wif bro den you thk tat i wanna kao him.....izit fair to me?
at skul...sometimes you bite me , i din said anything...
you scold me , i juz keep quiet n let you scold...
you owe me money did i get back from you n ned you faster paid me back?
no ryte?

so wat you do to me you will noe..., i dont wanna said anything...

i try to be gud to you alot...but you take me as a rubbish ....
sad....
and i cry for whole day...haixx~
you let me dissapointed...

~15/5~
~writen by yifung~